i was lying on my bed all ready to go to sleep when my mum has to start nagging at me.
like how i spend money without considering how hard my parents earn money.
since when did i not try to save money.
since when.
when i said i did not want this, had no need for that, did i really not want it?
when i said i wasnt hungry at all, only felt like going back home to eat instant noodles, was it because i was madly in love and obsessed with my instant noodles?

think again .

after her nagging, i had no mood to go to sleep so i decided to come online again.
yeah.
my homework is like still more than half undone.
going at a very slow pace now as much as i bring my homework along with me wherever i go.

gah. just disappointed with myself.

yanyi has no motivation to pia.
31/05/08 3:59 PM
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this doesnt feel like a holiday at all.

spent my day at home today.
gorging myself with the many different types of food i found in my house.
i love mangoes & strawberries & shanzhas !
mm. oh.
and pineapples !
good luck for the people having chinese o's on monday !

two unbelievable things that happened recently !

-i got my first medal from cross country!
wonder if its mine or for someone who misplaced it. -.-
too hard to believe.

-We are pleased to inform you that you have been selected as a Gallery Guide trainee at the National Museum of Singapore.

YAY!

okay shall go bathe now. its been so long since i didnt go bathe immediately when i wake up.
time now : 840!

shall spend my night clearing my study room and file my things away ! :D


24/05/08 12:41 PM
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watched what happens in vegas today and ironman yesterday.
both movies are nice :D
so much better than the superhero movie that waas total crap.
the weekends without homework are just gone like that.
gone with the wind !
ah. so this is the so called well deserved break.
feeling so guilty now because some others are already starting to revise for the end of years.
shall start mugging again tmrw.
this year is extremely important and i cant afford to get retained !

hais.



11/05/08 1:22 PM
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time to flame my sister again.
its 1230a.m and i just started using the computer not long ago.
and she just woke up walking into the study room asking me if she could use the comp.
i obviously said no since it was so late and she APPARENTLY reached home EARLIER than me and if she was SO EAGER to use the comp she would have.
and yeah i replied her a straight no.
and she said.
"yanyi, youre really a bitch"
like hell no.
youre the bitch since i somehow still can remember the last time you kicked my stomach, which was not too long ago hur.
i mean you cant expect me to forever lend you the comp whenever you need it.
i bet you just want the comp to talk to tengseng.
whatever okay.
shall continue flaming sometime when she starts doing such things again to me.

since she is complaining to my mother again who was sleeping BUT GOT WOKEN UP BY HER
IN CASE SHE DOESNT KNOW ITS MOTHER'S DAY AND MY MOTHER NEEDS A GOOD REST BECAUSE SHE HAS WORK TODAY.
dont fucking disturb my mother you bitch

okay im acting like a bitch.
whatever.
shes a worse bitch than me.

TENG SENG AH JUST DUMP HER.
JUST. DO IT.
do you have any idea how mean she is to her own sister.
i bet when youre her husband shell stop being appreciative of your doings and treat you like how she treats me.
i think not too long ago she told you that you will get to know her better through the years, like hows she like.
maybe youll get to see her true colours.
maybe youll never get to see her true colours because TILL NOW.
i still dont know WHAT THE HELL SHES THINKING because she can actually be like shit to me and like god to you.
therefore, my conclusion is:
youre wasting your precious time and money on her.
for like the dno what time im saying it.
YOU DESERVE A BETTER GIRL.



okay PLEASE CHANCE UPON MY BLOG RIGHT NOW AND READ THIS TENGSENG.
10/05/08 4:39 PM
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flu after exams !
am i supposed to be thankful i dont have real bad flu during exams or hate the fact that i cant really enjoy my days after exams ._.
going for curatorial talk later with and toh and sylvia !
why do slack days pass so fast.
:s





new song im addicted to :D

When u have to look away
When u don't have much to say
That's when I love u
I love u just that way
To here u stumble when u speak
Or see u walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love u endlessly
And when your mad cause u lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love u
I love u anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what

So when u turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made u cry
That's when I love u
I love u
A little more each time
And when u can't quite match you clothes
Or when u laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love u I love u
More then u know
And when u forgot that we had a date
Or that look that u give when u show up late
Baby I love u ,I love u anyway

So here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my moind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what

Ohh that's when I love u when nothing baby, nothing u do could change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love, the more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u , when I love u no matter what

Ohhhh no matter what
10/05/08 2:38 AM
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YAY EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER.
no more vulgarities whatsoever coming from me till the nearing of the next term.
or maybe till i get back my results for midyears -.-

yesyes.
TIME TO RELAX.
finally !
09/05/08 3:00 PM
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i DO NOT act cute.
do i have to start spilling out vulgarities and give people attitude to prove i dont act cute?

well. fuck it.
04/05/08 10:14 AM
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